when did it happen
that i had to sit and think when was the last sunset /sunrise i had seen and enjoyed
when was the last time i have been truly happy
that when was the last time i danced and got drenched in rain
that my acquaintance list got longer than my friend list
that i 've to find time to talk to friends
that the next day is no longer an adventure but a string of deadlines
that i ve to rehearse what i will say when i call up my friends
that i ve stopped dreaming new dreams
that i still mull about shattered dreams and broken relationships
that i see people from my past on social networking sites and rethink whether i want to get in touch or not and then decide on latter
that i started sounding fake even to myself
that optimism has just become a word in the dictionary
that i see more negativity in people and have stopped looking for their positive points
when did it happen
that i regressed as a person
Goodbye, sir
1 week ago
2 comments:
...yes I can so relate to this! Though I am not sure if I'd classify it as 'regression' or merely moving on! Moving on... leaving behind the self! The very things that gave us joy now seem alien...the sunsets and sunrises seem distant...the decision not to call/get in touch gives more comfort....comfort at the fact that questions which become embarrasingly difficult to answer are not asked!
The important thing for me is to realise and accept that this has happened...and then merely pick up the strewn pearls of memories and string them together connecting the yesterdays...the today and the tomorrow...bridge the chasms and move on....just keep moving on...without classifying the movement!
All that you need to watch out is that your own name does not get added to the ever growing list of accquaintainces....!
ok fish, the doc named lighthouse - MY lighthouse to my head, just put things in great persepctive. follow the prescription. believe you me, you will see light. i saw, and continue to see, stars :o) thanks A :o)
personally i itch to tear apart each line. holding back purely in deference :o)
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