Aa gaya samay

Aa gaya samay
firr khud ki sudh lene ka
Rishton ki uljhi dor ko tumhare gireban se nikalne ka
Beete waqt ki yaadon ko sametne ka
Kuch tasviron ko man ki sandook mein chupane ka
Kuch aur ko zahan ki gehraiyon mein dafnane ka
Dhundli ho gayi apni parchai ko fir aaine mein saamne lane ka Naye darwazon ko dastak dene ka
Nayi raahon pe badh chalne ka

Shabd

Shabd alfaz nazuk komal
Shabd jinhone di thi aaghaz ek naye rishte ko
Naya naya sehma sa.....
Achraj se jhankta woh likhe hue shabdon ko
Har alfaz pe kabhi muskurata Kabhi thora sharmata
Samay ke sath bebak hote shabd Ek dusre ke wajood mein taakte shabd
Ek dusre ke wajood ko banate shabd
Kabhi roothe kabhi manate shabd
Kabhi ithlate kabhi sakuchate shabd
Pyar jatate naaraz hote shabd Aajkal samay ke dhaar pe tezz hoke Nashtar se shabd
Astitva ke daaman ko chalni karte shabd
Gehrayi tak chubh kar Nasoor banate shabd
Zahan ko jakhjorte shabd
Ab woh kehte hain Bhul jao shabd hi toh hai
Ab kaise koi samjhaye unhe
Jis rishte ki pehchan the shabd Usko maiyat tak le gaye hain ye shabd

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सिसकियोँ से अब कुछ हंसी निकलने की बारी है 
खो गयी है रूह मेरी इस बेजान जिस्म में 
ताबूतों से अब ज़िन्दगी निकलने की बारी है 
दिल के टुकड़े जो बिखरे पड़े हैं ज़मीन पर कहीं 
उनमें अटकी हुई वह आह निकलने की बारी है 
जकड़े हुए हैं गुज़रे वक्त के शिकंजों में जो 
उन क़दमों को बाहर निकालने की बारी है 

Six Months.

Six Months today. Happy Diwali H. Hope you ve found peace , contentment, joy and above all love.
What have I found? I think more maturity, more cynicism, better control over emotions and yes that ever powerful word...experience.
I think that's a lot. Only other thing that I want is either selective amnesia or a delete button in my life so I just erase certain times.
Realizing that Forgetting is a long process...but hopeful that someday I will.. truly and irrevocably forget .

Half Yearly Report

"Removal of Excess baggage ". Well, this was my new year resolution for this year. So now that it is almost end of June - I've come with the report. How did I fare... quite well I think... Removed the baggage of excess relationships...those which have faded with the years..lost relevance but were still dangling on. Finally i moved away from them.Was Not easy as I think they also become habits..addictions..but then I was able to move away.. Still recuperating but with much stronger hope of self preservation. Need to improve a lot in my life..but happy to have made a beginning. Hope will be able to go only forward from here .

Cl(k)icked out of Life

The virtual world is a heaven for escapists. Infact it is God's special gift. Imagine the trauma and pain of trying to end a relationship by meeting a person , talking on phone , facing questioning reproachful eyes. Now you just click the button and delete the person from your life. One click and the person disappears from your chat lists, your social networking sites friend list etc. etc. See so simple. Let the person guess his/her position in your life. I mean dude with all this deleting you are supposed to get the hint. And even after this you are not getting the hint then duh ...who needs idiots in their life? So what if the person dumped is agonising about the reason for the demotion... So what if it is not considered decent by many? Well it serves the purpose... the person is out of your life for good and without any emotional atyachar. What else do you want in life? The time when caring about others feelings was important is past.. This is the competitive world where relationships are till they are of some use. After that who cares? It's a world where 'me' has to come before others. Only then you flourish and survive. Don't believe me ... then just ask all those losers who have placed someone before themselves...Ask them where they are? I am sure 9 out of 10 will tell you in the dumps.

Relieved.

I've resigned.And feeling very good. Relieved. Did I really hate my place of work so much. Ma commented that in 3 years that I've been working this is the only time I'm looking happy. Oh my god! Am I one of those who are made for a retired life ;) ha ha. well on a serious note making changes in life....good bad or ugly only time will tell. Only thing important is I am happy now :)