Monday, March 24, 2008

The Lake Isle of Innisfree.


I WILL arise and go now, and go to Innisfree,
And a small cabin build there, of clay and wattles made;
Nine bean rows will I have there, a hive for the honey bee,
And live alone in the bee-loud glade.
And I shall have some peace there, for peace comes dropping slow,
Dropping from the veils of the morning to where the cricket sings;
There midnight’s all a-glimmer, and noon a purple glow,
And evening full of the linnet’s wings.
I will arise and go now, for always night and day
I hear lake water lapping with low sounds by the shore;
While I stand on the roadway, or on the pavements gray,
I hear it in the deep heart’s core.
W.B. YEATS.

I'M LEARNING

Ok so after running away from this blog for days i m finally back. Best friend had made an earnest request that i should write something.Now honestly its a very plain simple request.I just have to write on my own blog.But there is a problem, writing doesn't come easily to the dreamer. Thousands of thoughts flash through my mind everyday, but the moment i think of penning (in this case typing) them down they just vanish ...and then just blank. No its not writer's block. For many years i tried to fool myself with this excuse but finally realised that writer's block doesnt run all through your life.Also having friends who write great blogs doesn't help.


But still i ve gathered the courage to start writing again.


The problem is to write on what. thought of so many things ...finally came back top my favorite topic - me. i know i'll be accused of being a narcissist...a self centered person but to hell with all.


Well not going to write a great biography or so ...just jotting down my life 's proceedings. Not that anything great is happening but if you were an independent observer and were watching my life on television or something it will look like an english comedy. the "chick flick " types . like all of their female protagonists i 'm the bumbling fool here. whatever i put my hand in something wrong happens there.But only in movies do the situation looks funny. In real life it's actually not great. You have people shouting at you...half of the time without any intentional mistake of mine. But only thing positive is that i 'm learning. I'm learning how without superior who gives proper instructions( precise and clear) life gets so problamatic. especially when if something goes wrong the superior pushes you in front and you take all the flak and your superior's ass ( a big fat one ) is saved. I am learning how everyone's sole interest in you is based on the work you are doing.You are good and nice only if you are useful.


You can say that my growing up process has started. I'm learning how to save myself, how not only to work hard but to work smart.


Probably one day i'll stop being the bumbling idiot of the movies and will become the suave smart professional.


Amen.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Saturday, March 8, 2008

PERSONA

A man's face is his autobiography. A woman's face is her work of fiction.