WHEN DID IT HAPPEN

when did it happen
that i had to sit and think when was the last sunset /sunrise i had seen and enjoyed
when was the last time i have been truly happy
that when was the last time i danced and got drenched in rain
that my acquaintance list got longer than my friend list
that i 've to find time to talk to friends
that the next day is no longer an adventure but a string of deadlines
that i ve to rehearse what i will say when i call up my friends
that i ve stopped dreaming new dreams
that i still mull about shattered dreams and broken relationships
that i see people from my past on social networking sites and rethink whether i want to get in touch or not and then decide on latter
that i started sounding fake even to myself
that optimism has just become a word in the dictionary
that i see more negativity in people and have stopped looking for their positive points
when did it happen
that i regressed as a person